Gooooood Morning Everyone!
Life is busy, as per usual.
Most recently I had someone try to break into my home while I was home, resulting in a panicked called to 9-1-1 and cops here incredibly quick, despite how far I am from a town. The dogs I had just put in the kennel to wash floors and I suspect when the dogs went bezerk and they saw or heard me coming they took off. SCARY!
Ava had to go to the vet yesterday because she has an issue with squirrels

. So the squirrel made a sharp left for a tree and so did Ava. But Ava wiped out in the mud and came back limping. Me and my worry level due to what Cinder went through, off to the vet we go. Plus I needed her to get her ears checked out anyways. Soft tissue injury to her elbow, so rest. baaahaaaaa! Rest. We are trying but for a girl who is outside for hours and hours running from point A to point B asking her not to is proving a challenge, but I know the less the better right now. She also had yeast in her ears. Gag I know. She swims, but this girl is one of THOSE that swims under the water so I need to make a point to dry her ears after swimming. Yup, swimming at the lake in January is a thing over here. Well for now it's off the to-do list. Much like her ball playing. Drops for the ears and rest for her front elbow. Wish me luck.
So. I'm miserable. I'm bitter. I'm frustrated. And I struggle to not lose my

daily over these turbines. I work and work and I don't have anything I am enjoying anymore. I can't go for my nature walks without the turbines constant reminders because they are right in my face and very noisy. I have gone out for dinner with friends to the keg most recently and I struggle (more than usual) to enjoy public settings, my ears ring and ring and they are plugged (cabin pressure). it leaves when I have left the area for several hours, like when I go sleep at my sisters, but if I am going into a noisy place like the keg was that evening, my ears don't settle. Then everything is amplified and muffled and it is everything I have to not have a complete meltdown and storm out. But then I fester. I am working in letting it go more ... But it's very hard when you need to be on a prescription to live in your house and the turbines have ruined a lot of plans and are forcing Us from our home. Listening to music violently loud, which has always been my outlet for life's

moments, is gone. I can't tolerate music loudly in my ears anymore. So my frustration is fuelled by these previous enjoyments no longer a go-to for me. I gave up the second set of books because the company was not compliant with Rev Can and I won't put my signature on their forms and I'm not interested in being associated with that

. The last thing I need is a flag with being a business owner. No thank you! The future expansion of the business in on hold. Energy costs are through the roof and a carbon tax, well we have to wait and see where that goes as well. Small business taxes are up and it's a

storm that never seems to take a break. Again, our next move, business wise, is election dependent.
So a friend sat me down, made some coffee and served me up a Mennonite buttertart. Ok you have my attention lol. Said I must do something I like every day. I'm a better human to everyone, including myself, when I'm a happier person. Obviously. So .... We talked about what I can do. Not a whole lot without leaving my home every day. Not an option as I work here. So. Somehow we came up with the most fabulous of ideas. I ordered ducks! Hahaha. Ducklings are coming in April. I so miss my coop chores and the enjoyment it brought me. Every morning I get a text from her that says one simple thing 'ducks.' She's the best! Totally gets me as a person and that in its self is amazing.
Houses around here aren't selling. One house went to the auction and even then didn't sell. I suspect next year when the leaves fill in, in the spring, the house will go for sale, post construction and will sit for a good chunk of time. I already know I can't live in the city. My soul will die a torturous slow death. I just have to wait to see who wins the next election before we decide where to move. Has everything to do with the GEA and what will happen around it. But why should I be Duckless? So now I get to go back to the habitat for humanity reuse store and start back again with the duck coop planning. Wooohooo!
There is also a new baby in the family arriving end of March so that will add some happiness to everyone's life. I have a mini project that I hope to get to the local market(s) in the summer, but we'll see. It's all about time.
It's raining and windy. Umm. It's January right?
Have a good day everyone. Cheers,